im feel pain, again. my chick look like a biggest chick i ever seen. i dont know why, but i looked my old pict, ya actually my right chick big like that. but, i confuse with my bone
something wrong with that. may i get sick? but i guess i to be normal again. the last i check up, around one month ago, probably. may i get cancer? cause i
usually listen music wearing headseat. but why now? why didn't in the past, when i first use it? i hope im not get it. because i just a little girl who have more ambitions
and wanna around the world. i hope i'll be okay. my chick still PAIN :(
i cant talking, i dont know why. i just can talking with this blog. actually im lazy to write this story on my book and use pen to write it. god, can i ask u, why this disaster can happen at me? i wanna to be normal kid :( please, make me a normal kid pls. i wanna go senior high school, university, and
get a job. i even want to have children & husband. can i get it? please give it to me. i wanna make my parents proud at me. dont make disaster with them. i wont if my parents always fighting. they even didnt talking each other. 2 my sisters cant do anything except quit. why everyday i get a bad condition? i wanna still alive. give me a long live pls. i really wanna to be a useful person. i wanna make children who didnt lucky, to feel that lucky. make me feel better pls. i wanna passed this time wth my family. talking about family, i have 2 sisters and 1 brother. but, my brother isn't my biological brother but, i deem him as my brother. now he's in Darwin city, Australia. i'll write my story in another time. :)
